sick...which allowed me to think think n think..cuz basically, i can juz sit n do nothing.

well..i am not reli sick. maybe cuz i am too tired.

anyway, i know i needa  change. i am totally not as gd as wh ppl think.

k.so from now on........

anyway..feel extremely bored.played piano for a little while ....can't find the moon night piece.sucks

still thinking about tom  O camp..too tired to go...but i want to make new friends, as i still can't find a group of reli close friends.

pretty depressing.

n i am worrying about my new start.

ps: hope i will be lucky on my add drop day, that i can take one english sub.

每次我总一个人走.......

IB考了五科, 可以说还有一点点就会熬过.

所以今天是两个月首次出去闲诳,

本来的心情是还不错, 但.............

我发觉我是一个人,

没有兄弟姐妹, 只有我,

在街上有着不大吸引的餐厅,

默默的走着, 竟然没有匆动,勇气进去.

原来我不喜欢孤独,

但为甚么我会常常享受一个人时的时间??

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买了很多东西,鞋子,衣服, 但就是没吃.

最后回到家, 乱吃了点面.

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一直说朋友没有家人可靠,

除了最最最最最熟的, 德望,RENAISSANCE, 英国,七, 八个好朋友之外,

从来没有很在乎其他对我好的朋友.我会改变.

而且我慢慢觉得家人跟我的距离越来越远.

很想快点住进大学.

i want IB exam be over

i want holidays

i want to sleep

i want to stop doing past paper

i want to know everything that i should know

i want to hav more time to prepare my freaking exam

i want to get 30 pt so i can meet CU condition

i want to roll into CU

i want to buy a lot of stuffs when i am in japan

i want to buy a lot of stuffs in korea too

i want to finish physics n math exam

i want to get summer jobs

i want to celebrate my bday

i want to buy camera

i want to buy phone

i want to get out of my house n stop studying

i want to hav time to flu around in Cuzway n MK

i want to eat the ginger milk pudding

i want to swear...oh..this can be done easily.......shit fuck damn.( doesn't help to make me feel relieve)

i want to watch taiwan drama seriou.

ok...........i feel better now, plz, juz let everything be over soooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnn,,,,plz.

ps: bless everyone in the world (hopefully, H1N1 flu will be gone)

Shit...

i'm having a reli shit life...........

shit.

hope everything will be over soon.

omg..

damnation.

i can't write wif my hand writting board.

Ho fan ar......... ho dor ye yue lum, ng goi bei 3 wishes hg ar.